I no longer feel barred in regard
to things too complicated or things too hard
especially to the unforeseen around my neck
which I wear with respect to the understanding
that I am all I create.
I tend to see my wrecks a little too late
as I frustrate my intuitive thoughts which I sometimes underestimate
and around and around it goes
and where it stops only I know
as this evolution of pollution tends to create the simple solution
for I do this everyday,
day in and day out
without realizing what it's all about.
I doubt execution of retribution
as the prostitution of personal constitution
plays it over and over again
living outside of the box instead of within.
I tend to have no need of assistance for co-existence.
I seem to unconsciously accept who I am right now
and disavow just how I actually feel right now in the now.
The rock and the hard place actually seems holier than thou
somehow right now in the now...
for everything is... believe it or not... perfect as it stands somehow.
I just need to be aware of it and not endow its resistance of existence in my now.
I just have to know how, some way, somehow right now
for this is merely the why and how in allowing the Tao its vow in knowing the how...
and over and over it goes and where it stops nobody knows but myself right now!
I am what I believe myself to be in the here and now.
How? I now understand that there is no past, there is no future at last!
It's just the how in the conscious now
for the cognitive now is the true unknown mystic that drives it somehow.
I just wish to make it a habit to moniter my mental state through self-observation
to help bring me the realization of my own appreciation of delivering my now to exaltation.
It can be done, I've touched it before!