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Many years ago I turned my face from you god. At that time I thought the punishment was tough enough the you handed to me. It was one that would last all my life.
I learned my religion diligently. I read many books and in general I practiced what they said. I believed that I was so wrong for all those years in not believing in you. There is a God and he walks with you if you walk with him.
Once again in my life I have lost all hope in G-D. It's just something that people like to cling to when things go wrong. To me it's all bull shit. I know the words and the history but I don't believe.
I have been told that god has saved me for a reason. In 2007 I was sick and supposed die. I have been saved 4 times and nothing great has happen yet. It's all bull I guess I am just lucky.
I was given the answer to my prayers just to have it torn away from me for no reason. It seems that the god that looks over me is an evil god. One who cares for no one that cares for him. He has his own agenda that has nothing to do in helping his children.
If it sounds like I'm agree your damn right. I'm agree because I have to face my future, happiness, tragedy, watching our grandchildren grow up without Brenda by my side. I have to live the rest of my life urging the presence of My Beloved Brenda. I have to spend every night crying myself to sleep. Everyone's happiness affects me in the negative way. I feel jealous that I can't enjoy that any longer.
Life is not fair, death it the only way out. The people who have left this world are the lucky ones. It's the people left behind that suffer.
Brenda G Gomnick wife, mother and fantastic Grandmother you are greatly missed already and your memory will live on forever.
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