Hello World of Rare People, or Parents of Rare People!
Congenital Nystagmus is a rare eye condition in which the eyes "dance". The medical and ophthalmologic experts can give you a more scientific explanation for this condition. I will give you the explanation given to me when I was 12 years old, by a compassiionate and wise Ophthalmologist in Detroit, Michigan. This is a simplified explanation, and not necessarily very scientific, or medically correct, but it helped me understand what I would later explain to other people that questioned this condition.
The retinas could be compared to photo film. The shutter (lens) opens and lets light in, which registers a picture for the filmr (retina) to register on its surface. The retina then sends this to the brain "to develop" into whatever the image was seen by the eye (camera).
Not only did I have rapid eye movement, (fast film), but the retina was not fully pigmented. This might be compared to film that is not fully pixeled. Thus, the eyes have to move rapidly to take advantage of whatever retina pigmentation was available.
As I said before, this might be over-simplification, and I might be incorrect, but to a 12-year-old that had withstood constant frustration at not being able to see clearly, and having my head shake, and my eyes dance, this was a type of reassurance. The low vision, to me, was a fact of life. I was angry because other people, adults and children alike, teased me, or made fun of a condition I could not control nor explain. "A type of cerebral palsy" one doctor told me. I always looked down, I couldn't bear having people notice my eye movement, or saying "You need new glasses!"
Until I was 35 years of age I was considered legally blind; but then I was guided to a teacher of self-hypnosis. I practiced and practiced, and visualized myself driving a car, and being treated almost like a "normal" person .
One day, a few months later, after some very strange, unexplainable experiences, I was behind the wheel of a car, in possession of a restricted drivers license. I didn't care if the drivers license permitted me to drive one hour a day on every other TuSatWed day! I was "Normal"!
My message to anyone who reads this, or knows someone that has Congenital Nystagmus;
Do Not Give Up visualizing your goal! Smell it, see it, hear it, feel it, Be it! The brain of a human being is very powerful; it's a computer! Feed it good stuff! Listen to it!
Most of all, turn the negative into a positive! You have "Just a Noticeable Difference" that will permit many people to remember who you really are! When you introduce yourself to someone, say: "You may forget my name, but you won't forget I'm the person with the Dancing Eyes."