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It is tearing me apart. I have to watch my mom kill herself with food. She is a diabetic and will not take care of herself. She will eat candy by the bag. It is killing her kidneys at this time. She has no will to live and doesn't think she is worth the effort. This comes from her abuse as a child. Her parents never told her they loved her and was very abusive to all of their kids. She is over weight and has been all of her life. So she doesn't think she is worth anything. She went to the Dr. on Friday because she is so sick she can't even hardly get out of bed. She doesn't have insurance so she won't let them do anything but give her medication. Her Kidneys are bleeding and she has protein in her Urine and pure sugar in her urine. She only tries to get better when she is sick like this. When she feels good she eats really bad.
My mom is the only person I have ever had growing up. My parents divorced when I was about 7 and my dad was not a big part of my life. I know I should be thankful that I even had my mom because so many of our children don't even have that and they are strong and survive. But I feel like I am dying inside and can't show it. I have to go on. I already miss my mom and she isn't gone yet. I feel like rolling up in a ball and going to bed and not getting back up to face another day. But I only feel like this when I think of her and her suicide trip she is on. Otherwise I have a wonderful life and wonderful family.
I ask myself WHY. I will never do this to my children and family.
Sherry, intercessary prayer may be your only solution for your mom. I am diabetic and have been for 33 years. However, it wasn't the easiest thing to deal with and toppled with abuse, it is amazing I am alive. I do however, today, do the best I can when it comes to taking care of myself. No one else can do that for me. God bless.
Hello, My mom is taking her illness seriously this time. We have her on insulin and are working with her dr. to stabalize her. Thank you for your prayers. She means the world to me.
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