I used to be an Obama fan. I used to be a Hillary Clinton supporter. Throughout this campaign, I've always secretly assumed that Hillary and Obama would inevitably join together in this race, and that their 'for sure' win would prove to be a revolutionary event in all of history. I was enthusiastically trailing the campaign in good faith that - just maybe - some policy changes might actually be teetering on the fence with some level of optimism. Unfortunately, now, in my opinion, the entire 'hoopla' was all just smoke and mirrors.
Why did Obama and Hillary not join forces in this campaign? Was this a decision made by Obama, or was Obama rejected by Hillary Clinton? Either way, how could this be? How could Obama not recognize the enormous group of Hillary supporters; especially when "Billary" politics were so complementary? Did they want the Democrats to win this election or not? If Hillary chose not to run as VP with Obama, did she ever truly intend to promote the issues that she so passionately championed for all of these years? To come so close, and then bail out? Is it a pride thing? I don't know.
In any case, I think that there are a great deal of Democrats who feel the same way as I do; e.g., betrayed, duped, and confused. I'm not even convinced that Obama intends to win this election. The publicity alone will skyrocket his career - he doesn't even need to win. Just look at the post campaign success of Al Gore: he's won the Nobel Peace prize, and is now more respected post election than pre election.
I think that McCain was quite brilliant to choose Palin as his running mate. He knows perfectly well what Obama has forfeited by not running alongside a woman. Forget Hillary, we now have Palin to take the stand as the first female vice president in history. McCain clearly wants to win this election. I can't say I feel the same way about Obama.
It is because of this apparent failure of the Democratic party to put the will of the people ahead of their own personal interests, that I can no longer support them. If they wanted to win, the time was now! It's all over.
addendum: I'll still vote begrudgingly for Obama... Palin is too scary to be VP. Nevertheless, Obama has a month and a half to pull a rabbit out of a hat.