I answered that my soul' is now residing on the fifth pole' of my heart!
I told him that how I have discovered four poles' and/or four valleys' of my heart , the poles' which were on the south', north', west' and the east' of my heart, and since I couldn't find peace in any of them for a long time I was forced to find the one', where my soul' now is residing , the fifth pole'!
I told him that I was living most of my life on a south pole' and/or the first valley' , where I was engaged in matters of this world trying to find love to lighten this pole' with blue light , which was the colour of heaven , to stay alive! But I was attacked by the self' of others that I had no choice but to pass all other poles' and/or valleys' of my heart to escape and get refuge into the east pole', the fourth valley' and/or the last valley', where only the light' of the east' was shining continually and sun' was always rising !
But since I was not born with the capacity to bear such an extreme light' and I was an ordinary fragile woman, so the occupants' of East pole' taught me to adjust myself to light' of the other world and the darkness' of this world that I would not be perished from the face of the Earth, until my soul' find peace here , in this world!
They taught me how to travel between these two poles'! But they couldn't and/or they were not allowed to show me the way', I had to find it' myself!
In those times I had no idea that there were other poles' and/or valleys', which I had to discover them by myself!
So living in south pole', when my heart s bits tapping against my chest looking for love, caused me so much pain that I had moved to the pole of extreme light East pole' , and since it was not possible for me to live there permanently, I had no choice but to start looking for another place to move my soul' in, that I could save my soul' in a time of pain of this world and from an extreme light' and heat' of the other' !
So pain, from this world, and extreme light , from the other , pushed me to another pole' and valley' of my heart, where I had no idea that I had it before! I was pushed to the north pole', where I found golden light of wisdom' surrounding this pole', and I had found some peace in there!
I started using the light of wisdom' to deal with what were causing me so much pain , but I knew by heart that I shouldn't and I couldn't stay on this pole' for a long time, since the more I had stayed there and disconnected my soul' from the other poles', I became more selfish, thinking about myself and my own rights only , and that was not meant to be the goal' , a goal', which I was created for !
So one day I came out of that valley' and/or pole' , knowing that I need this light' forever, but it was not life-giving' light for me, since it was operating for the benefit of my self' only!
So I came out of north pole' and still confused, and in that state, state of confusion, I was attacked so badly again by the selves' of others and in that time, in my own defence, a flame of wickedness' had blazed in my heart , a flame , which I had never thought I could ablaze it'!
So , I was at the beginning of knowing my heart better, but by the dark green light of this flame' I discovered the west pole' on my heart, where sun' was always setting, the second valley' of my heart!
It was a dark valley' and/or pole' and was surrounded by dark green light , a light of wickedness', a light, which only snakes of self' could live and/or stay there , and I had my own share of it' too !
Discovering the west pole' made my soul' homeless again!
Still in my heart I had no place for my soul' to reside on and/or in, without either exposing to extreme light' constantly from east pole', and/or exposing to the golden light of wisdom' constantly from north pole', where I could destroy others for the benefit of my own self' , and/or exposing my soul' to dark green light of wickedness' constantly , and/or exposing my soul' to the blue light of love' constantly , that I would destroy my soul' for the sake of others without giving a chance to my own soul' to grow!
But, as extreme chaos leads us to remedy', it did it for me too!
So out of chaos I have found a spot', where finally my soul' could reside on it', the fifth pole'!
A pole' at the centre of my heart!
As soon as I had found it', I planted a flag' on that spot', a flag which was made of black velvet and The Greatest Name' was sewn on it with Golden threads! But since I needed some space to be resided under this flag', I started making a very tiny tent' from the "threads" of my heart! I made a tent' from transparent' material, which was silky and so fine that I could see through it!
I made that tent' that I could live in it permanently and closet possible to where my soul' was residing , knowing that as long as I was staying in that tent' and under the above flag', I am safe and somehow connected to the heart of the world, since the fifth pole' is at the highest spot' of my heart, so my soul' may climb to other kingdoms of God , through the kingdom' of my heart!
So, now , in this spot', the blue light of love' and golden light of wisdom' are passing through this silky fine martial of my heart, shining on my face, when the loneliness has gone forever because of the light shinning constantly from the east pole', the light of Faith, and I have a chance to fight with the dark green light of wickedness' in myself and others from this highest pole' , that they may set back and return to their own kind', and finally in this fifth pole' I am connected to the heart' of existence because of the Greatest Name' written on the flag', a flag', which is moving with the breeze of the Will of God, and my soul' is moving according to His Will, circling around His Will!!
I defiantly didn't climb the Mountain of Everest, but I may have conquered the most difficult valley' climbing out of it', a valley of self', which was rooted deep down in every cell of my being!!!
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