My 'high-strangeness' paranormal experiences are generally disbelieved by my dubious family, who when I attempt to share, stare at me, like I had lobsters coming out of my ears, so instead, I write; paper is much more patient than people.
A psychic medium and an expert in an astounding craft, reverse speech analysis, have both assured me, that as a ruse, and as a means to cement myself closer, to them, reptilian aliens constructed a 'Lucifer' experience, for me,
presented a charade of supernatural goodness with a deception that underlines their reptilian diabolical brilliance.
It broke my heart, twice, because neither investigator knew the other.
"Lucifer" literally means, 'Light-Bearer' a 'being of light'.
I thought in a religious rapture, that the holy spirit Christ, himself had shown a vision to me, that I had a sighting, of comfort and illumination to my soul, with a Christ Light's blessing.
I heartbreakingly learned, from these two separate 'investigators',
that it was an post-abduction ruse; that, in fact, the tsunami of warmth and love and peace the figure radiated, were all taken, from within me.
I leave this experience in your hands to decide:
On Friday night, at 11 30, I lit a prayer candle and prayed to the spirit world.
I asked Easter Lily Fryer, a beloved, baby-nurse to help me.
Sightings of overhead flotillas of UFO craft, soon evolved into a paranormal nightmare of 'bad dreams' and poltergeist phenomena and
I was beside myself with ontological shock and cosmic awe.
Easter Lily, a loving black woman who cared for my babies while I was at work, gave me, as well, appropriate mothering, which I lacked.
Although she had succumbed to breast cancer fifteen years ago, I knew that she'd stay close, spiritually, through her love and I needed her to intercede for me, with Heaven.
I fervently pleaded with her, a- life-long -devout Christian, to send me Jesus, the Christ.
I reminded her that she had known about Christ, throughout all her life as a Christian.
I , by contrast, had recently accepted His spiritual possibility, on faith, -- by virtue of the power of his name, to dispel unseen evil ones.
But that's another part of another story.
The following Sunday afternoon was Easter Sunday.
The sun set in baffled light through the maple trees in the late afternoon, and suddenly an ear-worm-song rang in my head, and at the same instant, I strongly felt that I had to move.
I Ieft my house through the back door, and felt compelled to sit on my front steps to watch the sun setting,
something that I would never ordinarily do.
I couldn't place that ear-worm song melody song that I heard.
Such cyclical earworm melodies, that haunt consciousness, always and most assuredly reveal the silhouette shadow profile, of a telepathic interloper..
It echoed in my mind.
A Christmas tune?
A Christmas song in April?
It was the melody to the Christmas carol " Oh come all ye faithful", and it repeated over and over, and over, in my mind.
Four or five feet up in the air, above the front garden , there appeared an undeniable figure of a man, in dazzling light.
A man's figure floating in light with
both outstretched arms and long legs, transparently visible?!
I couldn't shake the paranormal experience.
Slowly, aware that the Christmas carol, heard within my head, and the vision before my eyes, might have deeper meanings, I opened myself, psychically, and frowned into the light, puzzled.
A tidal wave of encompassing warmth washed over me; a tsunami of love, peace, and blissful serenity overwhelmed me.
Bliss and love radiated from the figure of light.
Later, I astonishingly recalled my previous special request, to Easter Lily and I also remembered that it was, indeed, Easter Sunday!
I recalled my plea to Easter Lily to assist me,
had heard the song about Christ, had seen the figure of light, and had experienced bliss and rapture.
I thought, I was certain, thrilled to my marrow, that I had observed, and realized the Christ-light.
After that, I cared little for any didactic about Jesus , the man, and
I hummed that song when I needed reminding of the miracle sighting that I apparently had.
But I learned that my words and prayer angst had been overheard, because
a psychic medium and later on, an expert in reverse speech, educated me about what lengths reptilians will go, to
throw one off track,
to spiritually hi-jack and delude one.
It was no less than a microcosm guise, of the UFO alien greys' and reptilians' Old Testament macro-masquerade of 'God', posed with the children of Israel, in an alien need to harvest human physical, psychic and spiritual energies, more completely...
We are cultivated poultry, to alien chicken farmers, who from our harvested human spirits to our harvested human flesh, waste not this human resource..
When one finds oneself within the cross-hairs of such a dilemma, as an abductee,
unlearning fear is a de-sensitizing process, within startling paranormal experiences, to express indignation, annoyance or awe, rather than fear, because
Rather than a fear-based approach to Dark Force Entity safety and caution, I proscribe a required spiritual "shift" , one towards the equally unseen goodness of the spirit world, and away from fear.
Unlearning fear is a step by step acceptance and assertion, of one's spiritual 'self', a distance far and away from fearful defenses mustered by one's material physical self.
One's longitudinal approach to any self-defense must be a spiritual one, and not a physical one.
For defenses to flare, one must recognize that one is not a person having troubled alien/demonic spiritual problems, but instead an eternal spiritual soul having troubling human experiences.
From the stance of self-recognition as an eternal spirit, one can then insist on "one's own space'.
as spiritual fruition.
Avoid church-based or organized religions and put the Bible on the same shelf, as the Tooth Fairy for
God, is real, but He has always been down a long hall, and somewhere else...
"I'm not at liberty to discuss the governments knowledge of extraterrestrial UFO's at this time. I am still personally being briefed on the subject!"
--President Richard M. Nixon
"I think about how quickly our differences worldwide would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world. And I ask you, does not this threat alread exsist?"
--President Ronald Reagen UN address
"The US Airforce assures me that UFO's pose no threat to National Security.."
--President John F Kennedy
"I strongly recommend that there be a committee investigation of the UFO phenomena. I think we owe it to the people to establish credibility regarding UFOs and to produce the greatest possible enlightenment on this subject"
--President Gerald Ford (1966)
"Extraterrestrial contact is a real phenomenon. The Vatican is receiving much information about extraterrestrials and their contacts with humans from its Nuncios (embassies) in various countries, such as Mexico, Chile and Venezuela."
-- Monsignor Corrado Balducci As stated 5 different times on Italian TV** (Vatican theologian insider close to the Pope,Monsignor Balducci said that he is on a Vatican commission looking into extraterrestrial encounters, and how to cope with the emerging general realization of extraterrestrial contact.)
"Given the millions of billions of Earth-like planets, life elsewhere in the Universe without a doubt, does exist. In the vastness of the Universe we are not alone."
"The evidence points to the fact that Roswell was a real incident and that indeed an alien craft did crash, and that material was recovered from that site. We all know that UFOs are real.All we need to ask is where do they come from, and what do they want?"
--Capt. Edgar Mitchell Apollo 14 Astronaut
"In my mind, there is no question that they're out there. My Career is well established. My texts books are required reading in all the major capitals on planet earth. If you want to become a physicist to learn about the unified field theory-you read my books. Therefore, I'm in a position to say: Yes- Most likely they're out their, perhaps even visited, perhaps on our moon. - ABC News Quote --
-- Professor Dr. Michio Kaku
"We must insist upon full access to disks recovered. For instance, in the La case the Army grabbed it and would not let us have it for cursory examination."
--J Edgar Hoover
I feel that the Air Force has not been giving out all the available information on the Unidentified Flying Objects. You cannot disregard so many unimpeachable sources."
-- John W. McCormack, Speaker of the House of Representatives of the United States. January (1965)
"UFO sightings are now so common, the military doesn't have time to worry about them - so they screen them out. The major defense systems have UFO filters built into them, and when a UFO appears, they simply ignore it."
--Lee Katchen (former atmospheric physicist with NASA)
"Let there be no doubt. Alien technology harvested from the infamous saucer crash in Roswell, N.Mex., in July 1947 led directly to the development of the integrated circuit chip, laser and fiber optic technologies, Particle beams, Electromagnetic propulsion systems, Depleted uranium projectiles, Stealth capabilities, and many others! How do I know? I was in charge! (A matter of public record)I think the kids on this planet are wise to the truth, and I think we ought to give it to them. I think they deserve it.'
--Colonel Philip Corso
Army Intelligence officer, former head of the Foreign Technology at the U.S. Army's Research and Development department at the Pentagon.
Four years director of intelligence on President Eisenhower's White House National Security Staff.
``Do you believe it?'' I asked the monk.
``I scarcely know,'' he replied; and I continued:
``If there are other beings besides ourselves on this earth, how comes it that we have not known it for so long a time, or why have you not seen them? How is it that I have not seen them?''
He replied: ``Do we see the hundred-thousandth part of what exists? Look here; there is the wind, which is the strongest force in nature. It knocks down men, and blows down buildings, uproots trees, raises the sea into mountains of water, destroys cliffs and casts great ships on to the breakers; it kills, it whistles, it sighs, it roars.
But have you ever seen it, and can you see it? Yet it exists for all that.'' ( Guy de Maupassant)
"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting,
dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."
Edgar Allan Poe